he would be able to remove everything from my hooo ha, successfully accomplishing this laparoscopically. If I waited even just a bit of time, it would have absolutely turned into a full on belly cut open surgery and my immediate response what fuck that. No way. Was he seriously saying we are doing a hysterectomy?

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About a year into dating it was just a nightmare. This really dictated our sex life and any potential opportunities with play partners. Things were so unpredictable.  There would be times I would be so excited on event night when I wasn't bleeding and then BAM as soon as we got to the club it would start. It's really not fun. It's actually really gross.

I am so thankful for my step son and always will be. I had the opportunity to be part of his world in such a big way. At the same time, I know that everything I did had layers of reasons attached. Some reasons feel deep and selfish, but I know they were always in the best interest of my step son.

Navigating Emotional Trauma: My Journey Through Abortion, Family, and Toxic Relationships Dealing with something so heavy at such a young...

Over the last few weeks, I have been at a stand still with writing. Truthfully, with everything and I have finally connected the dots. I’ve created boundaries and spoke my truth. Now, it's time to lay it all out starting at the very beginning which is somewhere during the summer of 1998. 

For the actual part of the swingers trip, I wanted to record a vlog so you can understand my emotions and true thoughts a little deeper than through just words. Another one for the record books!

I don't know the true specifics but, on Friday and Saturdays she would go and sell shots to the crowd. They were looking for more hype girl

This is a quick note to let you know my TikTok has been hacked. The user is operating as me, messaging my contact list. Please be aware. I would never private message. I also would never be the one to reach out first. Please do not get scammed. I feel sick over this, so please be cautious.

It was the week of Shamrocks & Shenanigans when we'd soon see all of our wild & crazy swinger friends and whatever other classification of Ethical Non-Monogamy that you fall into ….  and man, was it busy!

When we were intimate, it was addictive. He is the first person to really finger me. The way he worked those fingers showed me that there is

Which got me thinking about these blogs. I can legit post whatever I want. I can talk about whatever I want and share whatever photo's I wan

Today we are tapping into "What excites" me when attending a swingers party. I am writing in chronological order, so this subject may pop up

July 18, 2004 Mizzy Bender turned 21. Looking back, I can totally understand why I fit so well in an open kind of relationship. I also reali

Charlie, however, doesn't immediately respond. Instead, he goes silent. My heart sinks momentarily—a familiar feeling since Charlie often dr

Good morning, good morning! It’s Saturday, March 22nd, 4:45 AM, and the anticipation of our first adventure with a single guy to Fusion Part

Mizzy Bender nude. What's my perspective? There's something uniquely liberating about embracing life completely nude. For those who've f

It was Tuesday morning and my then husband was still shackled up in the basement. I hadn’t seen him all week. I was becoming a bit worried,

We hung out in the backyard around the fire, conversating about everything and nothing at all. It was nice to be in Spencer's company. I was

It was an awkward drive to work. The silence in the car was unbearable. We spent a lot of mornings like that, but that was our life. We car