Dear Nikky - Unfiltered Confessions: Hot Wife Desires

Meet Nikky - The Voice Behind Dear Nikky

I’m Nikky — the voice behind Dear Nikky, a space where real people share their most unfiltered

confessions, and I explore the thoughts that linger between curiosity, truth, and desire. For me, these stories aren’t about shock or scandal — they’re about the layers of what it means to be human.

Every confession holds a heartbeat, a decision, a moment that reveals who we are when no one’s watching.

As I join this journal, I want to bring you something real — reflections that make you think, blush, or maybe even see yourself a little differently. I believe our stories — the ones we whisper to the dark — deserve light, compassion, and sometimes a little laughter.

For privacy and respect, all names, places, and identifying details are changed — because while the stories are true, the lives behind them remain their own.

So, welcome to my corner. Here, I’ll share a confession that found its way to me, along with the thoughts it stirred before and after. This isn’t about judgment. It’s about understanding the messy, beautiful truth of being alive, one confession at a time.

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Dear Nikki - Unfiltered Confessions - Hot Wife Desires

Dear Nikky,

I’m in my mid 40’s, and after a relationship I had back in my early 20’s I have always been intrigued with the cuckold/hot wife lifestyle. When I was with my first girlfriend she left for University; we kept our relationship long distance for 2 years, but when we would meet we used to talk about our fantasies during sex, and I would always bring up my thoughts about her being satisfied without me being there. She had 4 people living in the same house, and one guy in particular, eventually they hooked up and she left me. Before that happened though, she’d started talking about him during sex, so it eventually happened but without me being a part of it. I was of course hurt, and we both moved on. I then met someone and got married, I quickly found out that she was never going to have rude sex with fantasies and so on. I started a family, and that was that for many years until we separated. I must confess that the last three years of our relationship I had been masturbating to cuckold porn online, and we didn’t have sex for a few years before we broke up. I now know that I must do best for me now that I’m in my mid-40s. I feel like I’ve never really been that good at sex, I’m below average when hard, and I haven’t got that much stamina and cum too quickly. I want my next relationship to be with someone that is wanting an open relationship, but only open to her having regular sex with someone else. I’m happy to just support them financially, I have a good job which pays well. The thought of having someone that is wanting my financial support in relationship but not needing me to satisfy her sexually makes me so horny. I want her to desire someone bigger, someone with stamina. I want to help her get ready for her date. I would also prefer a regular bull so she can progress into having bareback sex which I think is super hot, and again makes me feel super horny. I want to be in the house when she comes home late after being out with her bull, and then be in the next room when I hear the headboard hitting the wall and the moans coming from her getting satisfied. I think about the tingle I have in my stomach when the bull leaves, and I go in to see her and reclaim her. I have fantasies of her coming home after a night out, and then her taking her trousers down to reveal the tiniest of thongs, but is soaked with cum. I really want this hot wife/cuckold relationship and I don’t think I will ever be happy without it. I want to clean up after the bulls cum inside her, I want to go in for sloppy seconds with me only lasting seconds once I’m in, and doing all this while taking care of her financially. I hope you understand my fantasy. The question is how do I make it a reality and where to find this person!

Thanks,

Chris

Desire is a language, and sometimes we spend a lifetime learning how to speak it fluently. What struck me about this confession wasn’t the fantasy itself, but the honesty in it — the willingness to finally name what has lived quietly inside for decades.

There’s power in acknowledging what turns us on, but even more in understanding why. Sometimes our fantasies are born from a place of longing or loss, other times from curiosity and courage. What matters is that we listen — not with judgment, but with awareness. We can learn from every story we hear, whether we relate to it or not.

We can learn what we crave, what we fear, what we hide, and what we might be brave enough to explore. So, I’ll leave you with this:

Could you open yourself to your own truth as honestly as Chris did?

Would you dare to explore it without shame?

And if you did… how would you go about it?

If you’d like to listen, share a confession of your own, or learn more, you can find me at Dear Nikky — available wherever you listen to podcasts, or online at dearnikky.com

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Mizzy’s Final Thoughts

No matter who shares their story here, remember — every perspective adds depth to our collective journey through empowerment, exploration, and authenticity. If today’s post resonated with you, share it, comment your thoughts, or tag me on social — I love connecting with bold souls who live life unapologetically.

Until next time,

Stay Bold. Stay Unfiltered. Stay Empowered.

Mizzy Bender