MIZZY UNFILTERED

I was literally going through the motions of life trying to get to the finish line. Coping with anxiety is rough stuff. The days couldn't come fast enough.

For the actual part of the swingers trip, I wanted to record a vlog so you can understand my emotions and true thoughts a little deeper than through just words. Another one for the record books!

I don't know the true specifics but, on Friday and Saturdays she would go and sell shots to the crowd. They were looking for more hype girl

Today we are tapping into "What excites" me when attending a swingers party. I am writing in chronological order, so this subject may pop up

July 18, 2004 Mizzy Bender turned 21. Looking back, I can totally understand why I fit so well in an open kind of relationship. I also reali

Charlie, however, doesn't immediately respond. Instead, he goes silent. My heart sinks momentarily—a familiar feeling since Charlie often dr

It was Tuesday morning and my then husband was still shackled up in the basement. I hadn’t seen him all week. I was becoming a bit worried,

We hung out in the backyard around the fire, conversating about everything and nothing at all. It was nice to be in Spencer's company. I was

It was an awkward drive to work. The silence in the car was unbearable. We spent a lot of mornings like that, but that was our life. We car

It's a reoccurring topic that single men in the swingers lifestyle get such a bad wrap. But why? I did some research by posting the question

It was our first adult lifestyle (swingers / ethical non monogamy) party of the year and I was super pumped!

Hello my fellow lifestylers and other interested humans! I feel like it's been a bit since I've written, so here I am to tell you what's new